2011: Annus Horribilis

The last year was probably the most challenging I've experienced in my life. Personally, professionally, physically, emotionally and mentally I was pushed to my limits. Many of those experiences I've documented on this blog and others I've kept private, as it was something that I needed to tackle on my own.

However there are still many things I have learned.

I learned when to ask for help, when I can no longer help myself.

I learned what I can handle and what I can't.

I learned how to speak up for myself and what I believe in.

I learned to apologize more often.

I learned that my son is a blessing that I should be thankful for every day, even in the midst of a meltdown.

I learned that there are things that are out of my control and that's okay.

I learned how to take some risks, and that betting on yourself isn't a risk.

I learned that I need to take care of myself, so that I can take care of others.

I learned that a hug and a kiss CAN make it all better.

So I look to 2012, hoping that I learn just as much but under happier circumstances. Sayonara 2011 - don't let the door hit you on the ass.